It’s been a long time and I’m going to start by addressing the promise I made in the last post, that I’d let you know how it all goes, this hope that we’d be a little bit detoxed. I don’t remember how much we tried! But in the end, we more or less failed. Since that post we’ve been going like 4-5 nights a week, my work has suffered, my memory is short, and I totally loved it. But she got up to about 120mg THC and I was up to 80mg so that whole detox plan didn’t work. On the other hand, the last few weeks we did finally take it down a notch. Mostly because we both got colds, and then I got covid. Anyway, we’re traveling in September to a country that still thinks marijuana is dangerous, so we’ll have about 10 days off there.
I think I’ll do this post as a series of disjointed bits.
I like to be used
One of these nights I was feeling pretty dominant and she was responding to it. At some point I said “you’ve come 100 times and now I’m going to use you.” She stared me in the eyes and breathed “I like to be used.” Wow.
My sweet healthy girl
Her walking continues. We live in a pretty hilly spot, close to the Schuylkill River, and you can’t walk anywhere without going up and down a lot of elevation. She walks about 7 miles in a weighted vest (4 lbs mostly or 8 lbs when she’s feeling strong) and goes down and up about 300 feet. She is fit. I mean, she has been, but these hills and the vest have made her very strong–she’s starting to look like a pole vaulter.
I mean, not only that, but now in her mid-50s she does not have a wrinkle on her body, which I guess is mostly luck? She has always been really good about wearing sunscreen, and I’m sure that helps, but most people have skin that ages.
Mouth
A long time ago when she had been slowly but consistently taking me deeper and deeper in her mouth I declared on this blog that I thought the limit was not about her throat’s capacity but my staying power in the face of intense naughtiness and physical pleasure, i.e. if she took me any deeper could I hold off? In fact she hasn’t really been taking me any deeper. But she’s been adding tricks! I can’t really see what she does; we’re on the bed and I don’t enjoy it lying down so either I’m on my knees on the bed or with one leg on the floor (this is a storage bed, it’s ~3 ft off the ground) and she’s on hands and elbows or on her belly. Either way, her hair prevents me from seeing much, although sometimes I get a side view from the mirror that’s on the dresser. Anyway, she does something with her tongue, and the other day she was licking and sucking on the tip of my dick like it was a lollipop, and wow, that’s good.
Truth be told, and maybe I haven’t stressed this enough, before her I rarely ate a pussy (my ex, whom I was with for 12 years, was not into it–long complicated story I will never tell here–so that was a big part of it) and I hardly got my dick sucked. I think my ex had the idea that I didn’t like it; in fact it was just that when she did it the first time I had to make her stop or I was going to explode immediately (I was 20 or whatever), and then she never tried again. I didn’t care much because back then I was almost always fighting not to come in less than 10 minutes and did not always succeed. I did not need more stimulation.
Life updates
So we had some time lately with no kids in the house, and then a few days of vacation with no kids, in NJ. It’s really good to be able to fuck without worrying about anyone hearing. The truth is, and I’ve been cautious about sharing this, the last kid is heading to college in a month. I don’t know what’s going to happen. We’ll still have to work, I guess, but other impediments to having sex all the time will be gone.
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