I’ve been in another slow writing period mainly because we’ve been having great sex 3-5 nights a week for at least 6 weeks. Every night feels like a best ever. I’m often threatening to run out of viagra but somehow we managed to keep getting refills right when we needed them. I must have built up a stash, though, in the beginning because now we would certainly run out if nothing changes. So I went to one of those TV ad places that tells you you can get viagra cheap, in hopes that they would send me some and that I’d continue to get it the regular way and nobody will notice I’m double-dipping.
The problem is someone, I don’t know who, thinks you should only get 20 100mg pills a month. I tend to use 100, 150, or 100mg on a night depending on how long we go. They’re supposed to last 4-6 hours, but they don’t. Nothing lasts as long as it’s supposed to on me. They last about two hours. So if we fuck three nights a week, which has been on the low end in 2024, and they’re four hours each that’s six pills a week, or 24+ in a month. So I have to work this out.
Getting back to the point, the other reason I haven’t written is that it takes longer to write one of these posts than to have sex one more night, which means there’s always something new that happens while the post is still a draft, and then the post feels old and irrelevant. That has happened about 16 times with this post, so I’m just giving up and getting it out the door. But even that has now taken a few days.
Some recap:
1. Recently, maybe for the winter holidays, I bought her a restraint kit.
We’ve used it once; it was pretty fun. The first one we got had something wrong with the plastic clips with which one tightens the straps around the bed; they were weak and snapped under a little bit of tension, i.e. when I tightened them around the bed, they broke. The seller replaced them; the new clips are the same, so I’ll just have to be really careful and tighten them gently. I’m also thinking the wrist and ankle cuffs, each of which has its own clip, could be attached via a short chain (her other cuffs have a clip on one side, a ring on the other).
2. None of our vibrators could really replace the Nu Sensuelle 60SX AMP. We got the WeVibe Tango whatever and it’s pretty good, but not right. It has a lipstick-shaped point, not a point, and it’s not as powerful. She really likes being pounded. It’s also rumbly rather than buzzy, but that’s OK.
3. Valentine’s Day was in there somewhere. We celebrate it and it’s meaningful. The backlash against it makes sense, but I wouldn’t kill it. I would turn it into a pro-pleasure holiday, like literally say “this holiday is about having sex for fun, with your long-term partner or with whomever mutually consents.”
4. I did some other shopping and have been pretty successful. I bought her a couple little black dresses, short and skintight, on Shein. I realize there’s probably something awful about buying from Shein, but everything’s so cheap it’s hard to imagine the $12 I spent on six things added a lot to the problem, or that they would have noticed had I not. So I’ll keep it to a minimum but until I’m making a lot of money again, it’ll be on the list. I also got her some trashy slut wear, which they call “festival wear” now.
5. A while ago, in a post I’m not really happy with and may revise, I mentioned that I’m going to start talking about riskier stuff. Very private stuff that other people won’t understand. Here is one. One night I dressed her in a pink lace onesie–I want to call it a teddy but I don’t really know what that is. I started calling her my princess, and I was her bodyguard, 10 years older than her. Pounding her pussy and calling her my sweet little princess, my perfect little princess, and making her gasp and come. Telling stories about how she couldn’t get enough of me, but couldn’t acknowledge I meant anything to her. I was fucking her by pushing the teddy to one side of her crotch, which is something I enjoy a lot, fucking her while she’s still in the outfit. Things were getting hotter and hotter–lately our fucking has been insanely good, just like 20 minutes at a time of her coming and me pre-cumming constantly, my dick hard and throbbing, her pussy contracting and clenching over and over. Finally they got so hot I said–couldn’t stop myself from saying–“and the worst part is, my princess is only 17.” She gaave it her biggest gasp and started coming hard, and I lost it, nailing jailbait with no repercussions, and came as hard as I ever have. The next day she told me she doesn’t want to be underage, and I’m sure that’s true, but in the moment she loved it.
6. For the record, when I see actual 17 year olds, they look like little children to me. There is no attraction. It’s really just the taboo that gets me excited, and only with her. All of this depends on 20-plus years of strong trust.
7. I also told her she was a good little girl for sucking daddy’s cock so well. She’s gotten used to the little girl stuff, so I won her over with that, but she still doesn’t want to call me daddy. But I guess when she’s feeling her most submissive, it works. She likes being demeaned … these things she finds distasteful when she’s not coming become sexy when she is coming.
8. She came from holding hands, which is a new one. We were grinding, my abs against her clit & slit, so it wasn’t just her hand. But there we were, grinding and kissing, and I intertwined my fingers with her and she came a few moments later. She said “that was from holding your hand.”
9. More clit-munching notes. a) moving tongue with long strokes all the way left and right, pressing against her clit the whole time–instant orgasm. Similarly, up and down is working. Last night I spent easily five minutes just mashing the tip of my tongue hard onto her clit, pressing it every which way, and she came over and over and over. Again, with cunnilingus, with your hands, just try everything to get her clit going.
Alright, that’s enough for me to hit publish and end this drought.
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