Alright, so it’s Wednesday and last “weekend,” which I put in air quotes because for us the weekend started last Wednesday, we got high and fucked four nights in a row. I know, I know, lots of people have sex every night, but are they mid-50s and married for 20+ years? Well, probably some of them are, I don’t know. But maybe they don’t fuck for 3 hours every night? Whatever, I’m proud of us.
Here’s one funny-slash-hot thing about it. So Friday evening, before we had taken anything, she said “Sweet, you’re going to think I’m being very bad” and I said “huh?” and she said “I want to play again.” So I said “that is very bad–you know you’re going to have to be punished for being so bad.” And she said “I know, but will you promise that I get what I deserve?” And yes, I punished her quite severely.
Then the Saturday night, that is the fourth night in a row, I can’t remember whether we had a cute-slash-dirty exchange like that, but of course we knew that she would have to be punished again, because she really is naughty. Also it’s been such an incredible turn on. I just really like smacking her–mainly her ass, also her tits, also her thighs, sometimes her feet. And she loves it too. I remember it wasn’t that long ago–maybe earlier this calendar year? That I wasn’t even sure it was going to become a thing. And now we look forward to it every time we play. It’s a thing we do.
But getting back to the four nights in a row thing. So one reason it’s usually her suggesting and me agreeing is that I mostly perform better when I’ve had a break. The more time since the last time I came, the easier it is to get hard and stay hard, and also the easier it is to get into character. At least, the character that tells extremely dirty stories, spanks his girl’s sweet little ass, and feels like a god when she swallows his dick. I don’t have to be in that character to enjoy fucking, but the edge that a little cum-deprivation gives me makes all that feel more natural somehow, whereas when I have less pressure built up those things can feel artificial and forced.
Also, I almost never say no, and if she’s not asking then there’s probably a reason, so if I asked she might have to reject me and that would make me sad.
By the way, she never notices any decrease in my performance. After any night I feel like was less than perfect (and there have been very few lately), if I mention that, she’ll say she didn’t know or notice.
Anyway, you would think that if on the third night in a row I thought she was being really bad by asking again, then on the fourth night it would be even more naughty, but by that night I guess it had started to feel normal. In fact, on the fifth day, the Sunday, I asked her what her schedule Monday morning was like, and she said no. But then when we went to bed it felt strange just to lie down and try to go to sleep, and even though we were incredibly sleep-deprived after four nights of staying up until 3am or so (sometimes earlier sometimes later), it was a little hard to get to sleep. I think we both took a benadryl.
Anyway, we really can’t keep this up. The truth is we’re getting better at functioning the next day, so it’s not like we did nothing, but I was a little unproductive, I think. This week I’ve gotten a lot done, but she’s off until Tuesday and guess what … we took some tincture 90 minutes ago. So I guess we’ll see if my willpower is sufficient to overcome her sexiness.
I haven’t been diligent about documenting what we’re taking. It’s still all high-THC content tinctures; the last couple bottles were Revel brand, 30mg/ml, Sativa; but a week ago I got some gLeaf brand, 40mg/ml, Indica. We’ve been doing more; she’s doing around 40mg and I’m doing around 35mg. For her that’s about a 25% increase and for me it’s more like 70%. I don’t necessarily think it means our tolerance is going up; for her part, she says her orgasms are bigger than ever so the impact is larger, which means that at least physically, in some way, she’s not more tolerant. But it’s something to keep an eye on.
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