We just can’t stop fucking. It’s Sunday and we’ve staken stuff again, after getting high and fucking Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday nights last week. I’m completely exhausted honestly. After a ton of yardwork today I’m worn out and stiff and at like 7:15 she shimmied up to me with her slinky little body and a sheepish grin and I knew what it meant. At first I said I couldn’t, and she was OK with it, but then ten minutes later she texted me (from the other end of the house) and said she’d changed her mind. Meaning I couldn’t say no.
I don’t like to say no anyway. I’m in my fifties, and if you go back to the beginning of this blog and note that I was in my fifties then and it started a few years ago you can easily surmise that I’m not 51 or 52 or 53. So while I get worn out quickly and I need drugs to stay hard for long enough to satisfy her, none of that is going to get any better so I’m doing everything I can while I can.
I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned her weight recently. She’s always been small, but in the last year gained about 15% in body weight. I loved it; she was curvy and her tits were a cup size bigger and not that I love any tit size more than any other, it was just fun that I got to squeeze and nuzzle and fuck this totally different body. With the curves and her perfect skin … well, the whole little girl thing was pretty amplified. She may as well be 22 years old. But anyway, 1.5 years ago she had spent a lot of money on clothes all on one day, and a lot of them didn’t fit anymore, so she decided to get small again. She’s doing Noom which is working, but with her any structured plan would work, probably. Anyway she’s now lost that 15% as well as another 5% and she is just the hottest little skinny thing. We’re going to the beach in a few weeks and she’s buying pretty skimpy bikinis, which she has NEVER worn in the past. Well, when she was 16 she did, but not since I’ve known her.(She tells me about a day she and a friend wore string bikinis to lay out at her family home, and a neighbor called her dad to tell him about the naked girls in his backyard. She claims there were pictures taken, but has never been able to produce them.)
Last night we kicked ass. I mean I had her coming so hard and so good for so long, about 1:15am to 3:20am almost nonstop. My big dick up in her tiny little trim pussy. Oh my god. I have it so good.
Anyway we went out to dinner beforehand, a place we’d only been to for drinks before. It was good; the appetizers were better than the entrees (which is common, right?). We were neither the oldest nor the youngest there, which is a good sign. She wore a wrap dress that she looked so fucking hot in–her perfect little ass cheeks through the thin fabric were getting me really turned on, and her new skinny little waist, too. When we got home she tried on a bikini that had just come in the mail, and she looked amazing in that, too. Suffice to say I was really horny. Oh, and we’d drunk a whole bottle of wine and got a little drunk. So then we got home and … had 3.5 hours of waiting around for the THC to kick in.
Seriously, it’s been that bad. Three hours seems to be the standard over the last ten or so times. Once or twice it was four full hours. I’m not talking about how long it takes to feel it at all. I’m talking about how long it takes for her to be “ready.” which means something like “pretty high.” In fact when it takes a long time to sink in, it doesn’t take all that much longer to start; that takes a bit longer but mainly the difference is the extended time between first onset and “ready.” That time period can be frustrating–it’s easy to get irritated, especially when I’m ready well before she is. This time, we just made out the entire time. I had wanted to kiss her and grope her for the entire dinner, after all.
I’ve been biting her a lot. Shoulders and neck. It’s crazily intimate; she’s so vulnerable. She’s really letting me in, in a way that I don’t think could have happened 5 years into our relationship. It comes from 20+ years of hot monogamy sex. She’s also been enjoying, later in the night when she’s fully blitzed and has come 100 times (if you’re new here please read the About page), me wrapping a hand around her neck. Or two hands, but she has such a tiny, delicate neck that one suffices. I don’t choke her; I don’t even really squeeze, although I will sometimes press a little with my fingertips to create that illusion. If I get her at the right moment–like when she’s coming from me fucking her or from a vibrator (I can’t really effectively grasp her neck with one hand while eating her pussy or rubbing her clit with with the other hand)–it will thoroughly set her off. She likes the forbidden and dangerous, at least when it’s not dangerous.
So, some store-bought weed news:
- Kind Tree brand green apple flavor actually kind of works! Weed taste plus slightly sour green apple taste more or less go together. And when I was shopping this morning, I saw that some other brand now has a “sour green apple” flavor, so maybe that’s catching on.
- In my latest foray out to the dispensary to get the highest concentrated THC tincture I can find, the other day I happened to get checked out by the store manager. He was clearly a total fucking stoner and made no pretense about the medical nature of my purchase (it was the Friday before Memorial Day and he was cracking jokes about getting high for the cookouts and otherwise having a crazy fun weekend). He also knew his products well, I assume because he uses all of them, and when I complained about how long it takes to get high on the tinctures, he pointed me to [insert make and model here] “troches.” Which apparently is pronounced “troe-key.” Anyway I thought troches were supposed to be pills, basically, maybe for sublingual absorption maybe for swallowing, but these were little gummies. So:
- Gummies are illegal in Pennsylvania,
- Troches are legal,
- Gummies called Troches are legal.
- Anyway we like them a lot. They take about 20 minutes to kick in. They’re kind of expensive, I think–I can’t remember how much–but they’re GREAT for correcting the timing issues with other forms of the drug. Sometimes we take something and it kicks in really slowly, or sometimes we don’t take enough. We will then, sometimes, take more. If it’s a tincture it might kick in a little faster than usual, but it takes a long time still. The gummies are a great way to get things moving.
Hey, so I started this post a long time ago. I don’t know, a couple weeks? Maybe a bit more. I just want to close it down now and say that we had so much fun the other night. It was a blast, and the only thing different about it was we had a break of a few days between it and the big night before. Maybe we’ve been doing it too often? But most nights are great. There was something about the gap that recharged my creativity. I’ll probably come back to this.
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