Relentless

Here is the truth: my wife and I would do this all the time if we could.

There are a few reasons we can’t. One, we have to make money sometimes. There’s eating, of course, and weed and viagra both cost money, so, you know. Occasionally, we have to be up early in the morning in order to pull some money in. Mostly I can be a little hungover at work, but it’s unpleasant and I don’t like to do it. Two, on school days one of us has to get up at 6am, feed the cats, feed the kids, make the lunches, etc. Being dizzy and half-asleep for all that is no good, especially if someone misses the bus and I have to drive. Three, it affects our digestion. Basically it constipates you the next day. It’s not like regular constipation where you feel all blocked up, at least not most of the time. It just calms all those muscles that force things along, so you don’t really feel anything, you just don’t poop. My wife likes it, actually. I’m fine with it until a day or day and a half later, when my body starts to catch up and does what it does. It’s worse after two big nights in a row. Then I do start to feel blocked up. Four, I can’t keep it up! Breaks are good for letting the pressure build.

I can do it with low pressure. It’s just harder to buy into all the craziness. When I’m really horny, she just seems so bad and needs badly to be punished, and I can play that role. When I’m spent, well, it feels a little bit more like I’m just making it up. Sometimes. Not all the time.

Speaking of which, she is now letting me know the next day when she realizes that she escaped serious punishment the night before. She misses it. After we have a big night, she gets horny thinking about it the next day and wants to do it again. Then she asks if we can do stuff again. I’m the one with a more regular job, or if not regular then at least time-consuming, so I have to say no sometimes and then I get in trouble. But then she gets punished, because it’s not OK for the little girl to tell the master what to do.

I guess I don’t have a ton to say. We’ve been having great sex and I haven’t been writing, so I wanted to get off my butt and get back here.