Review; Pics 2

Here, as part of the truthing I appear to be trying to do in some of the last few posts, is a picture.

That is my 54 year old torso, complete with identifying tattoo, should I ever need to prove I’m the person who wrote and did all this. I fuzzed out, in an unskilled way, the part of the tattoo that includes her name. The rest of it says “Property of …” with the last word being her name. And you can see how skinny I am, and how I have maybe a 4-pack, at least in the rakish light. OK, a 2-pack. I’ve always had abs, more or less, just because I’m skinny. But the other muscles are all new in the last 4ish years.

This morning I went back and read every post on this blog. Here are some quick points:

• It kinds of starts in the middle of something. And I feel like that first post, with the date included in the title, was not the only one with that title format before I gave up on that idea. Like one or two early posts have disappeared. I can’t think of a good reason that would be, however, or how it could happen, so I don’t know.
• I thought it was going to be more repetitive than it was.
• Obviously there are way too many best nights ever, but I’ve kind of explained that.
• If her deepthroating were getting deeper every time I said it did, my dick would have to be 17″ long by now. So apart from being very good at it, she must be mixing up what’s going on in the blowjobs, so they feel different. E.g. that thing she does with her tongue that I don’t know what it is.
• There were two successive posts recently, a few weeks apart I think, where it sounds like I describe the same act of anal sex twice. I don’t know if that’s actually the case (and I had forgotten the previous post), or if they’re two separate acts that I described in about the same way.
• But apart from that, it varies quite a bit. I’m pleased.
• It got me turned on a few times. The sex scenes are not badly written. I mean, maybe it doesn’t mean much that I like my own writing, because if I didn’t I would probably do it differently. But still, I’m OK with it.
• I tend to focus quite a bit on the problems/issues, primarily with my mental state, i.e. my occasionally faltering confidence or the rare time I do something she doesn’t like for too long. Those aren’t any less frequent than I make them seem, but they’re specific little details. If I described all the good times in as much detail, it would be about 1000:1 good:bad.
• I definitely have trouble with the sex stories and whether she hears them and likes them. She remains adamant that she doesn’t hear them and doesn’t like them when she does. When I mention the times they seem to be getting her off, she either doesn’t remember or says she must have been reacting only to my demeanor.
• Although I think the writing isn’t bad, that fictional story about the FFM threesome with the girl in the restaurant, I don’t think that’s going to happen any more. It annoyed her, for one thing, but looking at it now it just doesn’t fit.
• OMG, the number of times I thought I understood the issues with dosage and onset only to say the exact opposite a couple posts later. Clearly the only conclusion to come to is that oral dosing of medical marijuana is erratic.
• There’s no way, in this 2023 theme, to click next or previous. How annoying. I have to fix that.[Edit: fixed. But why does the !@#$% theme not already have it?]
• It’s long, but maybe not as long as I thought. I was able to read it all in about 2 hours, I think (it wasn’t one continuous stretch of reading, it was interrupted a few times, so I’m not sure). That’s a barely even a “slim volume of diary entries,” and nowhere near a “stunning non-fiction opus.” I.e. I’m going to have to do this for another 50 posts before it can be anything like a book, if I ever wanted to do that.
• But overall I’m kind of happy about it.

In short, I think it’s time to start promoting this blog and trying to get some readers. And get some comments, so I get some feedback about what actual readers might like or dislike in it.