We’ve been going strong, about five nights a week. I can only do tri-mix every other day, or at least that’s the official rule. I’ve done it two days in a row and that’s OK. By the third it doesn’t seem to work as well, but I only did that once. I’ve now at least theoretically committed to following the rules and haven’t faltered for 2 weeks. Viagra on the other hand was barely working at all. I thought. I’m using it less so I thought it would work better. But then I didn’t successfully get hard on it a couple times in a row. It did work fine Friday night, not great but as well as it had been, so I think I just had bad nights. I mention all this in part because to explain that I basically don’t have any time to write because we’re too busy fucking.
I told you all about cock rings, right? They kind of work. Kind of. There are about three reasons I wear them: first, my right testicle has a habit of migrating upward, to where it’s sitting to the right and above my dick. It’s not painful but it’s unpleasant and it can interfere with getting all the way deep. A ring around everything or just around my balls will keep it in place. Second, a tight band around the base of my penis sometimes makes it really fucking thick. Like the blood really does pile up in there. It makes a difference. Third, related to the first, it’s fun how they make your balls a grabbable package. Plus it’s fun when that package bangs against her hotness.
Anyway last night I was on the tri-mix, which, if I wasn’t sure before, gets me reliably hard. I mentioned in that last post that there are places you’re not supposed to shoot up. I thought I was hitting those; some shots would hurt a bit more, be hard to plunge, and then didn’t really work. There were a few in a row like this. So I went back to the shooting-up-your-penis expert, the PA at the urologist, to ask what I was doing wrong. She was confused; this is not a complaint she hears. She said show me how you do it. She noticed something–I kind of twist my dick so I can see the right or left side. You’re supposed to prick between 2 and 3 o’clock or 9 and 10 o’clock, ie. somewhere just a little bit this side of halfway down the sides. I twist it up, I stick the needle in, and I let it untwist before plunging. She asked “why untwist first?” So I tried it without untwisting and … every single shot has worked since. This doesn’t make a lot of sense to me. It’s probably just about as likely that I corrected a mechanical issue as I got cured of some psychological block.
Desire still helps, maybe? Penises have three erectile chambers–the left and right corpora cavernosa, and the corpus spongiosum around the urethra. The corpora cavernosa are connected. The corpus spongiosum mostly isn’t. You shoot the tri-mix into the left or right. So you get this kind of flat erection, where the sides are rock-hard and the middle isn’t. In my case, I basically have to be aroused for the corpus spongiosum the fatten up. The tri-mix doesn’t do anything for it. At least, not for a long time, like an hour. Even that I’m not really sure about.
So, you might ask, if the tri-mix gets you rock hard why do you need the cock ring? That’s your answer to that question.
OK. I need to tell you again how hot she is. Super fit. She’s not getting thinner anymore, she’s gaining muscle. Her hair is thick. Her tits grew and perked up. Her blood pressure is lower. She’s happy. All in the last few years. All from walking 6-7 miles on hills 4-5 times a week for three years and tracking her diet and getting hormones to treat her menopause. Oh and her pussy flows it’s so wet. She’s never had wrinkles anywhere south of her neck and still doesn’t. If you saw her from behind you’d think she was no more than 23 years old. If you ever see her from the front, sure, she looks little older but nobody would say mid-50’s. She is aging backwards.
Now, I don’t care about that. She doesn’t need to look young. But she looks fucking great and she feels a lot better than she did a few years ago. She wants to fuck for hours every night, she must feel good.
This means that while we’re having sex I’m constantly looking at her and seeing not just my wife, but a truly hot babe that I’d totally lust for and probably try to pickup if I saw her in the street and I wasn’t committed to someone. Like I wouldn’t let her go by. I’m old now, shyness would not get in the way, not with her. So can you imagine what it’s like, when you have a scientifically hard dick, you’re completely fucking aroused and the cock ring means you’re fatter and fuller than ever, and you’re fucking her from behind and she is losing her mind? And she’s not just a totally fucking hot babe but your wife of 20+ years who you’re totally dedicated to in every way?
And then at the end of that section of the night, do you know what she said? “That was the best feeling ever.” And I had to agree.
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